Monday, December 10, 2007

There is Goes Again

There is goes again....that feeling.....that feeling of discontent. Have you ever just had something brewing under the surface just waiting to erupt? Well I do. Problem is, I am not sure what "it" might be. I just sit here and know I am discontent with all around me and nothing in particular. I have been so crabby lately and my poor family has started treating me like that poor tired dog that sits over in the corner. The one you gently walk near to see if it will growl or snap at you. If it doesn't, you go in closer to see if it will let you pet it. If it growls, you run....quickly! I feel so sorry for them and they are so patient with me. My mother says its just the hormones or maybe the season. I am beginning to wonder if it is just me...am I turning into that cranky old dog? I just want something...not sure what that is either. I guess I am just having one of those days Mr. Weimer used to tell us about in chapel in high school..."A Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Day!"