A New Day

Well an new day has dawned and I am unsure of what to do next. I have so many ideas bouncing around in my head and I have so many things I would like to do. I have this unbridled desire to create and craft something. I start off well and then fizzle out halfway through though. I run out of minutes in my hours and hours in my days. I have half constructed knit blankets, cross stitches, decorative trays and sewing projects. I have oodles and oodles of fabric squares just waiting to become quilts. I can see their beautiful mosaic patterns but can't seem to put needle to thread. I want so badly to be this wonderful creative genius but I don't think I got that gene. I want to paint but I don't know how and I can hear that artist screaming to be let out. I want to make all those neat crafts you see at bizarres but don't know where to begin. That is my dream, to one day own a shop(a little one) where I create and sale crafts all day. That is what I want to do when I grow up. My walls are bare at home because I can't decide what I want or how to go about starting. I have so many ideas and none seem to materialize. What to do? What to do? How can I be so decisive with everything else in my life and not be able to command this secret passion?